Lead Me To The Cross

Lead me to the cross

Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross

These words have been going on in my head this morning. How I am praying that Christ would help me. I want to conform to Him.

I have messed up a lot lately and it is because I let MYSELF direct me. And this has caused me a lot of pain. I do not want to ruin my relationship with the Lord. One thing however that stood out for me this morning was that, He still loves me a great deal ( I had to ask myself, “how can he still love me?”). But He whispered, “ I have loved you with an ever lasting love”. I just want to cry because I do not deserve such a love. I was feeling so much shame for hurting Jesus but I remembered that He would  wash me as clean as snow.

I have one prayer however, that Christ would rid me of myself, and that He will overwhelm me with His presence.