What a week.

This week has come with it’s challenges. It’s just so hard for me to have the joy I would wish for. Something ends up taking my joy.

There is fear I can’t tell the source from which it is coming.

I strongly need Strength from above.

Sunday saw my little boy with little strength (ill), so I rested Monday to make up for the long nite of constant wake-ups to tend to him.  

Tuesday would have been joyous had I not been disappointed by the guy who takes lunch for my boy. I called him 3 times and he assured me that he was thinking of my son and that he would take him lunch. I called at 3:30pm to check out, only to be told that he had forgotten to feed him. That was too much for me!!!! My poor little boy, recovering from illness and hungry too.

I totally need refreshing. I don’t know when it will come  but I badly need it. Wish i could be able to see a glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel.

Living with a lot of uncertainty is not cool.  Being Afraid of what to say, how to live, afraid of  how to feel.........